Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Tendered my resignation on Monday and i felt really bad. Its a feeling that i dont even know how to put it into words. Its just that i was really in bad mood for the whole day, on the other hand, L was having such a fun time cracking jokes and singing away in the processing room which kinda irritates me. Anyway its a relief and i really got to thank all my colleagues for being such a understanding lot.
As for my dept head, mdm phang, i really got to thank her for her understanding. Instead of making my life miserable after i voiced out that i intend to resign, she is all the while very supportive of my career switch cos she believes that teaching is always a better option for girls. However, i was surprised that she tendered her resignation today too. Its just too sudden and unexpected. Although she is always going around telling pple that she is going to leave. No one ever take her words seriously. So all of the sudden, there were three of us leaving the lab together....
Anyway, A came to my house for dinner on Monday cos he brought us some stuffs from his hometown in malaysia. But after dinner, my aunt kept having the idea that he may be married in malaysia so she was so worried that i will be cheated on. Dont know what prompted my aunt to have that idea but it just that they were chatting about men leading double lives and having two families seperately in Malaysia and Singapore cos they always assume that the former wouldnt be able to find out about the latter and also fathers leaving their children behind in malaysia while they come to singapore to work. During that part of conversation, he somehow became very serious and he replied that it will be very pitiful to leave the kids behind while the father worked in singapore. I mean i actually dont know what is happening to him in malaysia and i am not interested to know cos we are only friends. Even best of friends have the right to reserve their private lives. I know that my aunt is worried about me but how i wish she wouldnt treat me like a little kid anymore. Relationship problems can be very complicated but i know what am i doing...
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