Saturday, May 19, 2007
Lots of things have been going on recently and I am really tired of it. Yearns for a holiday but my mum kept giving me excuses.. be it money or some other probs. Anyway think i am quite naive in the past. I used to look at things only on the surface without considering the underlying problems. But as time goes by, i began to realise that life isn't a bed of roses afterall, there will definetely be ups and downs.
Went for the interview but till now there is no reply yet. Anyway dont think there will be any chances. Expected that outcome ever since i stepped out of the interview room. Its just that i wanted the letter to close up the entire stuff.
Looking at the things now. It looks like i am once again being cornered at the end. The only path left is to stay in the lab and in the meanwhile take up a part time degree. But what about the money. Where can i find the money for the tution fees? Talked to a senior colleague about it and she kinda hints that if i decided to take up a part time degree, i should might as well stay in processing cos screening can be very straining for the eyes and moreover i got to study in the evening. But doesnt that means that i got to stay in processing for the next few years..... No way... i want to learn something else.. why are the people out there denying my learning oppotunity.
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