Sunday, May 13, 2007
i used to believe fate lies in our hands and we have the ability to control our lives but it seems that its time for me to change my perspective on life. Things somehow can really be fated. Seeing what have happened to him let me feel that life can be very vunerable and fragile. We should try to live to the very best of our lives cos things can be very unexpected, in a split second u may actually find urself on the hospital bed.
I mean its contradictory. On one hand, i am trying my very best to distance myself but on the other hand we kept bumping into each other to the extend that we met each other at jp thrice for 3 consecutive days. And looking at what had happened to him, i was kinda hurt. Although he may be disgusting and irritating in the past, i jus cant bear myself seeing him in such a state of which then i realised that i actually treasured our friendship very well.
For one thing is that i got to apologise to mun for spoiling her day. Its wasnt expected and that time i was caught in the middle. One is my buddy whom i have known her since sec sch and promised to watch the movie with her of which we even bought the tickets already and the other is my colleague and friend whom is in critically sick and i got to bring him to seek medical attention asap. But at least i am at ease that i actually send the latter to hospital cos i just cant leave him in a lurch. As for mun, i really got to thank her for being such a understanding friend.
Anyway i agreed with what jas told me, what goes around comes around. Its afterall a good deed done.
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