Sunday, April 01, 2007
This week is a pretty upsetting week for me. First is the increment problem. Its such a pathetic incremen or in other words the money is not even enough for me to buy myself a decent blouse. Anyway the amount of increment that one gets boil down to the qualification that u have. No matter how hard u worked or how many years of experience u have, the ultimate thing is still that sheet of paper. Without it, the employers can still delay ur promotions etc etc. So my colleague whom is another poly grad decided to further her studies now. Researched on the courses offered by the private schools and i was kinda astonished by the school fees. I'm quite interested in the course offered by MDIS but its the most expensive one and i dont think i can afford that sum of money. As for my colleague, she is more interested in the Harward Institute cos its cheaper and more importantly its recognised too. Anyway i hope that i still stand chance for local university. Night classes shall be my last resort.
It is actually quite sad that I’ve just lost a special friend of mine. Nope its not he just passed away or things like that, its just emotionally i just felt that i lost a friend. I got enough of his sweet talking, empty promises, lies and words of encouragement. Why must u be the one always standing by me and encouraging me when i was at the lowest point of my life. Why must u always be the patience one listening to all my woes and worries? Why must u be so sweet enough to think of me and even buy me a necklace in the midst of Beijing's cold winter? Why must u be the one messaging me the first thing u reach Singapore? Why must u be the one asking me to follow u back to ur malaysia hometown? Why must u be the one bringing our photo all the way from singapore to KL just to show ur mother? Why must u do all the things that let pple misunderstand u? Are u really that nice? I actually dont knoe. But i can say u are actually a caprious one.
After all the things u did, there came another girl whom u claims to be ur guy friend from the same hometown whereas she is actually the sister of ur ex girlfriend. Why must u lie. Isn’t nice to jus say it out other than letting the fellow colleagues to leak it out? All these while, I treated u as a good friend and i always believe that friends shouldnt lie to each other but look at what u have done. Enough of all the messaging and talks about that girl to the extend that u even bring her to the outing organised by our fellow colleague. Didnt u promise me to give me a ride on ur bicycle cos i cant cycle but on other hand u are bringing someone else who doesnt knows how to cycle too. So am i right that u are trying to boast to us that u have got urself a air stewardess gf and i shall be the pathetic "lamp post". Ok enough is enough, For one thing that i got to clarify is that i am not jealous of u nor i need someone to give me a ride. I can always learn how to cycle myself. Its just that u are a selfish fellow. Anyway a colleague shall always be a colleague and there is a line never to be crossed!
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