Thursday, April 12, 2007
Recently, I’ve been feeling very sinful cos it looks like I am not controlling my diet well. Been eating a lot and it jus seems that I got hungry very easily. Don’t know wat happened. Probably is stress. Take today for instance, I had a BBQ double turkey bacon meal and a taro turnover from BK for lunch today and think thats a lot cos the people around me including well built guys only had a normal meal. Felt very frustrated cos my dept head wanted us to stagger our lunch time and that means one of the two processing staffs got to eat at 12pm while the other eat at 1pm. And that is going to affect me directly cos I am permanently in processing while the other partner is always the rotating one. Most importantly, I hate to eat alone! Its just miserable and pathetic! Besides I am not even paid to be on standby during lunch time and its my lunch time, I should jolly well have my right to enjoy my lunch instead of waiting in the lab for that stupid one stop thingy! I hate it! The people just don’t treat the lab staff like human, so they thought they just need to pay a little extra and they can get the results in just 2 hours time with the processing staff and doctor on standby during lunch time. Unfair! Unfair! Unfair! At least docs got a nice pay packet but what about me?
I don’t knoe what is happening… Really. I am unhappy with my life. I actually admired the kids cos they are always that happy running and playing about without having to worry about life. My friends are starting university, be it private or overseas or local, at least they got a chance to further their studies. But what about me? I am still stuck down there, working harder than others but getting peanuts pay and with that peanut pay, I cant even afford to pay for private uni courses! Shit! I hate my life!
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