Sunday, April 01, 2007
Frankly speaking my mind is still in a blank. Its just that too many things happened in such a short while and i wasnt mentally prepared at all. There is no words to describe myself now except that i felt like a zombie or in other words i dont have any feelings in me. I just wish to travel overseas for a break.
Things are becoming quite awkward now esp since we still get to see each other in the same workplace. Perhaps i should be blamed for not controlling my emotions well. And for no apparent reason, he appears to be angry with me too so the both of us are keeping a distance from one another. To make matter worst, my other colleagues seem to sense something wrong with us esp for one of the senior colleagues cos he actually approached her to find out why am i angry with him. Anyway, i just found out that he eventually didnt bring the girl there. And i was jus told that he has a gf all the way in his hometown whom he told me personally that they had already broken up. However, I dont know whether is it a lie or true words from his heart. I have seen his true colours thus i somehow find it hard to believe him anymore.
Hope that time will eventually washes away all the unpleasant things and my colleagues wont talk about us anymore. Keeping a safe distance from him shall be the best way to protect my own reputation and dignity bah.
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