Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Been feeling very tired and vexed recently cos i wasnt sleeping well for the past few days. Most probably its due to working stress.
Sometimes i just felt like throwing in the towel because of this emptiness inside me. I may appear chirpy when i work but whenever i am alone, this sense of emptiness just starts to set in. It looks like everyone around me are persuading me not to go overseas for studies because firstly thats going to cost me a bomb and secondly i am going to miss the chance of becoming a certified cytoscreener. And i must say all these comments are somehow making me lost, at this particular moment i just find the path in front me of getting more and more blurry.
Admit that i am a very serious person and i dont really takes jokes easily. However there are some people out there making fun of me. It may seems to be enjoyable for that person, but its hurting me.
Anyway there is this song that often raced through my mind, this is the beginning of the lyrics which i think it kinda reflects on me:
I have a dream, a song to sing.
To get me through reality.
Yes i have a dream but a dream that seems to drift further and further away from me....
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