Friday, June 16, 2006
I jus got a breaking news from my dept head. I'm transferred to the other dept. This is not what i expected when i called my dept head this morning. There is a mixture of feeling in me now. Its a mixture of disappointment, excited, relieve and frustration.....
Disappointment because i have been transferred to another dept that i didnt apply initially, its the histopath dept and i am required to assist the pathologists in processing and staining of the specimens. This is because all my follow ups have been dragging for months and since they cant afford to wait anymore, they have employed another person to replace me. In addition, I was also told that i will only be transferred back to the original dept after the pathologists think that i have the capability to interprete the slides or there is a vacancy in the cytology dept.
Excited because i got the chance to work with the human organs. Although its going to be gruesome, i do look forward to it.
Relieve because first i was told not to worry too much cos they still got a pending place for me. Second, i actually dont like to look at the slides all day long. Its going to be very tedious and i got to undergo very comprehensive training. It will be good to start everything from basics.
Lastly, frustration because i am angry with myself for being such a useless person. Why cant my heart cooperate a bit. If there is nothing wrong with my ECG, i wouldnt have to go for all the tests then i wouldn't have lost my original job to other person.
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