Monday, May 22, 2006
Days after days.... i yearned for the call from SGH... How i hope someone can inform me that im eligible for work. Although i have signed all the the necessary documents and even went for the medical check up, to date there wasnt any further actions. The matter has been dragging for months and the doc kept suspecting i got this illness and that illness. Its practically all sorts of rubbish! Why are the pple making a mountain out of a molehill.
My job application is being thrown from this dept to that dept as if they are playing taichi. Have they spared a thought for me? Admit i am not a emotional person so i tend to bottle up all my feelings and that's making me really vexed and tired. Im sick of pple asking me about my medical report and when am i starting work. I know they are caring about me but sorrie guys... i need some quite moments... How i wish i could juz throw in the towel, pack up and go overseas for my degree. But i cant afford my uni fees...
Heaven has really been unfair to me. There are many hiccups in my life that prevented me from doing the things i liked. First is the home econ teacher training scheme. I worked hard for the dream but it turns out that the pple think my results were not suitable for them and they preferred me to go jc instead. However, they eventually approved my applications but then inform me that they made a mistake by sending the letter to the wrong person. Jus imagine u are in the midst of joy when the call banished u to reality again. It was the lowest point of my life and it hurts... I'm really afraid that history will repeats again. I loves this job and i will definitely work hard to pursue my dreams. But will the people gives me a chance?
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