Friday, May 26, 2006
Told my family about the whole matter and my dad was kinda pissed off cos all the stupid medical follows up costed me my job. Although the dept pple haven't inform me that they are going to reject my application, i'm prepared for the worst. Its time to pick up all the pieces and start finding a job all over again...
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
Just made a call to SGH regarding my job application. I was told that my dept head is discussing the matter with her supervisor cos i still got 2 follow ups to do before the doc would officially certified me to be fit for work. And if the staff clinic does not allow me to start work for the time being while waiting for my medical follow ups, they may have to reject me cos they are desperately short of manpower. Admit I am kinda disappointed and hurt by the reply.
Sometimes i envy people who can get their dream jobs that easily. Looking at the friends around me, all of them started working... I want announce to the world that i am definetely fit for work but the docs chose not to believe me, all they want are tests after tests. First is MOE, next is parkway, now is SGH, when can i get a job. Come on folks, I juz need a job. Why are u people making my life so miserable?
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Monday, May 22, 2006
Days after days.... i yearned for the call from SGH... How i hope someone can inform me that im eligible for work. Although i have signed all the the necessary documents and even went for the medical check up, to date there wasnt any further actions. The matter has been dragging for months and the doc kept suspecting i got this illness and that illness. Its practically all sorts of rubbish! Why are the pple making a mountain out of a molehill.
My job application is being thrown from this dept to that dept as if they are playing taichi. Have they spared a thought for me? Admit i am not a emotional person so i tend to bottle up all my feelings and that's making me really vexed and tired. Im sick of pple asking me about my medical report and when am i starting work. I know they are caring about me but sorrie guys... i need some quite moments... How i wish i could juz throw in the towel, pack up and go overseas for my degree. But i cant afford my uni fees...
Heaven has really been unfair to me. There are many hiccups in my life that prevented me from doing the things i liked. First is the home econ teacher training scheme. I worked hard for the dream but it turns out that the pple think my results were not suitable for them and they preferred me to go jc instead. However, they eventually approved my applications but then inform me that they made a mistake by sending the letter to the wrong person. Jus imagine u are in the midst of joy when the call banished u to reality again. It was the lowest point of my life and it hurts... I'm really afraid that history will repeats again. I loves this job and i will definitely work hard to pursue my dreams. But will the people gives me a chance?
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Monday, May 15, 2006
Last weekend was meant for mother's celebrations. Had a pot luck party at Grandma's home on vesak's day. Each of us were suppose to bring some food but mum and aunt ended up buying all the frozen stuffs to fry at grandma's home. Kitchen was very choatic with all the frying stuffs. Since i cant really help(in case my mum start screaming at me for messing things up), i jus got myself the cutting and slicing role.. Anyway there was a huge spread of food ranging from fried beehoon, chicken curry, satay, otah, fried chicken wings, dumplings, sotong balls, prawns, spring rolls. Well its basically all the finger foods... YUMMMY!
As for last saturday, dad brought us to temple at bugis street followed by strolling down Arab street and we ended up in Beach road hawker centre. Ordered lots of food (6 dishes for the 4 of us) from a Thai- chinese Zi Char stall that was once featured on TV. The dishes are quite delicious and it can be comparable to authentic Thai food. I liked the Tom Yam soup the best cos it isnt that spicy or too sour. By the way, it is cheap too, the bill is only 51 bucks for 6 dishes!
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
Alright. Here's a update of my activities for the past few days. Monday watched Mission impossible 3 with yc and ch followed by window shopping at taka. And wat a coincidence, we saw Myloh working as a cashier at Kino. Anyway the movie was quite nice, as the name mentions, it was packed with all the action stuffs and adrenaline rush. And all thanks to the blasting speaker, my ear were kinda blocked after the show. Saw the trailer for silent hill as well, it looked quite nice but creepy... dont think i have the courage to watch it or i will end up covering my eyes. Haha
Yesterdae went to National Heart Centre for my appt with the cardiologist. Feeling very out of place cos there are lots of old people, some in wheelchairs and others walking very slowly. And u can see they are feeling really breatheless. Didnt saw any youngsters except for some accompanying their grandparents or parents. Anyway i was kinda furious when the nurse called my name out as Mr MELVIN NG SEE WEI. She was screaming at the top of her lungs. Okie admit my dialect name may sound quite boyish but how can she be so blur to read malvina as melvin. Anyway i got my revenge when i walked up and said very coldly to her : my name is malvina. Guess what! her whole face instantly blushed! Haha
Well my thyroid is working very well and i cleared my thyroid function test. However that wasn't good news yet. This time round, the doc said he is going to focus on my heart condition and he even suspected of heart murmur cos in some patients, the holes in the heart can be so small that symtoms cant be detected except for tachycardia. It is kinda irritating for me cos the people are like making a mountain out of a molehill. I dont even feel anything wrong with me. So i ended with another 2 follow ups. One is for the 24hr ECG whereby they are going to stick the pads on my body and monitor my heart rate. And the most ehewwwww thing is i cant bathe for 24 hrs unless i want to get electrocuted.... The other is the echo thingy whereby it can detect whether my heart got any holes or not. Sucks!
Anyway, tmr is vesak day. Think i better pray for good health cos looks like i am really in deep shit. Oh my goodness! Buddha bless me........
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Friday, May 05, 2006
Recently im hooked to the song, Right Here Waiting for U by Richard Marx.. A very sentimental and loving song. Anyway here's the lyrics..enjoy!
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
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