Sunday, March 19, 2006
I dreaded lonely nights cos these are the times that i tend to let myself drift away in my thoughts... Been reflecting on my past doings and i am toying with this particular thought of whether i have taken a wrong step in my life. I cant help but to have this feeling in me cos i juz felt like my future is hanging in the midair.
Is being loyal to somebody and putting ur heart and soul into whatever task u have been assigned to worth it? The sense of loyalty in me has juz caused me to lost something in my life.
I have began to see the dirty side of this society. Everyone do not appear as innocent as they look or in other words, they are complicated. There is never once will they allow u to read their mind. People may sweet talk u but deep in their mind they are thinking of ways to backstab u. There is no such things as free lunch in this world and things used to sound too good to be true. I knew we cant have the best of both worlds but at least i am juz hoping that i can get the best of one world.
Anyway the puzzled feeling is still tingling inside me. Well think its time to grow up and get myself exposed to this society.
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