Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Since when have i became such an emotional creature, i ve no idea. Perhaps its the stress or perhaps its number of unanswered questions in my mind that causes me to bottle up all my feelings. Been feeling quite a cry baby recently, nope last time i wasnt like this and i can say i dont cry easily unless something tragic happened. But nowadays, my eyes tear easily.
For instance there are 3 occassions that caused me to tear. First is when the Venerable Shi Ming Yi risked his life walking across the log in the stormy night and he cried when voicing his views on the recent charity incidence. My eyes felt wet and my throat felt really dry. Yes im touched so i decided to donate 5 bucks.
Second is the korean drama.. lovers in paris whereby towards the end of the show, Qi Joo gave up his status and money to work as a car mechanic so that he can look for his girlfriend in Paris . yes i m touched too. I knew its only a drama and i dont believe there is such a noble person on earth but at the same time i felt that maybe i got to be in the same circumstances if i go overseas to study. I jus cant imagine myself juggling part time job and studies in a foreign country with no family and friends. Perhaps im paranoid but i juz cant control my feelings and my eyes felt wet again.
Third is when i recieved a new year greeting card from my former boss. She asked how am i? am i completing my studies soon? what do i plan to do after i graduate and to keep in touch with her. Although these are a few simple regards questions, it really touched me cos it has been 2 years since we met each other. Yes i really missed chatting with her and she is really a nice person. Although im only a junior staff and she is the lawyer, she often treated us like friends. maybe its time for us to meet up..
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