Thursday, February 16, 2006
Hurray!!!!! my final year project presentation is finally over!!!!!! Had my presentation at 10.30am. Oh well think we are kinda "lucky" to get the timing cos somebody actually told me the earliest and latest timing is the best cos at 9am all the lecturers are still blur blur then for the latest one.. they are too tired to ask u more qns. But 10 something onwards is the worst cos the lecturers will be quite alert and worst come to worst. the group before us ended their presentation early so all the lecturers went for their tea cum toilet break. Anyway all of them looked quite refreshed when they came back..
Presented our slides to a group of 8 lecturers... Wow the sight of the 8 of them already made my legs go wobbly, i jus cant imagine my presentation. But at the same time, i was feeling quite amused cos its my first time seeing all the lecturers sitting in front of u, listening attentively to ur speech, looking like primary school kids. Cool rite! It really gave me a great sense of satisfaction. Haha
Everything went on smoothly except that mr fraser's hp rang when yc is presenting and it gave us a fright! Muahahaha.. i also caught somebody ( i shall not say who) catching his forty winks when CH is presenting... Maybe our discussion part is too windy or maybe its CH's voice that is too smoothing. haha
Anyway the qns and ans portion is quite horrible. Lecturers are shooting u with qns... of which some i didnt even knoe what they are talking about... so i actually tried to smoke our way through. Heehee think the lecturers also knew it..
Afterall, the presentation is quite okie and i jus hope we can at least get a B grade.
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Had CSW job interview test on tuesday. Oh well.. kinda disappointed with my marks cos think i only got 64 marks... lets hope my resume and cover letter can help to pull me up. It was quite a bad experience though cos the my heart was like pumping at 100 beats per min.. TACHYCARDIA!! and i didnt knoe what im talking about. Yes i knew i wasnt really answering the qns straight to the point. Haha maybe its the shooting high blood pressure that got me confused.
Anyway there was such a qns about my poly experience.. haha u knoe what i answered? i said poly is definetely better than jc cos poly trains us in the skills that is relevent to our field of work. Hey come on! now then i realised my ans is more suitable for commenting on poly life. haha maybe i got marked down becos of that. After that , stuffs like "whether u like to work alone or as a team and what made us want to employ u", came out.... Perhaps its time for me to brush up on my interview skills.
Worst come to worst.. the teacher actually ask me whether do i feel nervous. Cos she said i look so calm and confident. Oh my god!! i nearly wanted to scream at her but this also means that im very good at hiding my feelings.. haha.
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Friday, February 10, 2006
The hatred in me is growing, my head is spinning and im hearing voices in my mind.. Am i going bonkers.... or am i too stressed.. I am sick of the assignments! sick of the gossips! Sick of people not believing me! Sick of my uncertainty of my future!!!!!! Enough! Why cant people shut their mouth up. Going overseas doesnt mean i cant study and so what if u r studying in local uni. Why are those people thinking that studying in jc will definetely bring u to A levels. Whats wrong with going to poly.. u still can get a bright future rite!
Im sick of the assignments and presentations! Why didnt i juz finish them earlier... How i wish i got a magic wand to finish all the assignments at one go.
Why cant u people believe me! Im glad that my sis got a B3 for her maths and her overall grade dropped from 23 to 19. Im sure a 19 is able to get her a course in Sp but why she is so determined to choose Rp. Why cant she choose a school that is more reputable. Moreover Sp is nearer... why choose to go all the way to woodlands. ARGH!!!!!!! Why is she so determined to study biz.. whats so good about biz. Since its so popular.... why cant she juz go against the current and do something that is easier to go in since her english is only D7. Dont think any school will accept a student into biz course with an english grade of D7.. Why cant u guys listen to me.... Okie im sick of all these things, i shall not interfere in anybody's biz anymore in case i got slapped because of my sis again!
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
Well its been quite a while since i last updated.. alright lets start from last saturday which is the 7th day of chinese new year. Traditionally, it is suppose to be everyone's birthday, so my family kinda celebrated it with tossing of yu sheng followed by a sumptuous indonesian cuisine. Well after dinner we went to the ang bao river festival. Rather disappointed with this yr ang bao river festival cos they changed the venue to war memorial park then due to the monuments, the tents are spread out in clusters all over the place... very messy. Compared to last yr's, this year's has lesser stalls and the ping tang hu lu sucks! Boring peformances too. Anywayz as we were along the highway pedestrian pathway waiting for the fireworks display to start at 9.30pm, i smelt durian. My goodness... wat a smell that spoilts the ambience of the place and my cousin even told me the smell came from the esplanade ("durian") opposite us. Muahahaha lame rite. Quite embarrassing though cos as we were "suaning" the durian culprits, we realised its the couple beside us sharing the box of durian puffs. LOL
Time really flies... 2 years ago, i was helping to decorate the stage for 3rd yr farewell party... and yesterday i found myself sitting among the audience watching the performance meant for our farewell celebrations. Performances were quite entertaining with the lecturers and students joining effort in performing songs and dance items. Mr Fraser sang us a liverpool song and ms phoon sang us Theresa Tang's yue liang da biao wo de xin. And i can say ms phoon's singing skill is really fantastic.. At first we thought the Av pple forgot to switch off the background music but its turns out to be ms phoon's voice. Anyway her voice really sounded very different, its so much sweeter. Haha Perhaps she can consider singing out her histology lecturers, its should be easier for the students to absorb haha. However, the part that i enjoyed most is the Mr and Ms Hawaii, it was a surprise that Mrs Koh dressed up like a Hawaii lady with everything (even a wig) but except the coconut husks and she was swaying her butt to the hawaii music. Haha. Its quite entertaining to see the performer's weird facial expression. Maybe they r kinda shy... Anywayz after the concert we were treated with refreshments which i didnt touch anything cos looks like the food were being placed in the open for quite some time. Bacteria contamination!! :X
As for the photo taking session, think the photo wont turns out nice cos its the huge gust of wind and the glaring sun that got our hair blown all over the place and our eyes closed to a slit. Worst still we even got to pay $1 per photo to have it enlarged to a A4 size. Oh my god!! the photo is meant to be kept for years and maybe after 5 yrs u will take it out to take a look. Juz imagine u seeing the enlarged ugly version of ur classmates.. Yeeeeee.... Luckily i took some photos during PTN thingy, sure the photo will be sooooo much nicer.. Haha
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Since when have i became such an emotional creature, i ve no idea. Perhaps its the stress or perhaps its number of unanswered questions in my mind that causes me to bottle up all my feelings. Been feeling quite a cry baby recently, nope last time i wasnt like this and i can say i dont cry easily unless something tragic happened. But nowadays, my eyes tear easily.
For instance there are 3 occassions that caused me to tear. First is when the Venerable Shi Ming Yi risked his life walking across the log in the stormy night and he cried when voicing his views on the recent charity incidence. My eyes felt wet and my throat felt really dry. Yes im touched so i decided to donate 5 bucks.
Second is the korean drama.. lovers in paris whereby towards the end of the show, Qi Joo gave up his status and money to work as a car mechanic so that he can look for his girlfriend in Paris . yes i m touched too. I knew its only a drama and i dont believe there is such a noble person on earth but at the same time i felt that maybe i got to be in the same circumstances if i go overseas to study. I jus cant imagine myself juggling part time job and studies in a foreign country with no family and friends. Perhaps im paranoid but i juz cant control my feelings and my eyes felt wet again.
Third is when i recieved a new year greeting card from my former boss. She asked how am i? am i completing my studies soon? what do i plan to do after i graduate and to keep in touch with her. Although these are a few simple regards questions, it really touched me cos it has been 2 years since we met each other. Yes i really missed chatting with her and she is really a nice person. Although im only a junior staff and she is the lawyer, she often treated us like friends. maybe its time for us to meet up..
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