Monday, December 05, 2005
i always feel that as we grow older, we will be more vexed cos there will be more problems surfacing... perhaps thats is life. Missed the good old secondary and primary school days as there's really nothing much to be vexed about besides studying and studying .
Begin to feel the stress of working world..Few months to go and i will be stepping out the gates of SP. And that means im reaching another junction of my life, kinda of hate it as this time round, the decision i made is going to decide my future.
Although, i ve been studying biomedical sciences for the past three years, im still not really sure of my interest in this field. But i don have the courage to pursue a degree in other field as that means i will have to start all over again.. think its better to leave to fate..
Perhaps people may think that im fickle minded in decision making as i seems to be easily affected by the comments of other people. However, i do have my own thinking. Been planning to pursue a degree course since year one. In these days, the government kept investing heavily in biomedical sciences research and more people are opting for this course. Having sense the upcoming competiveness, im sure a diploma will bring me to no where. Thats why i see the need to upgrade ourselves.
But here comes the problems...where can i get such a huge sum of education fund? which country shall i go? which university shall i go? these questions have been bothering me for a long time and sadly to say to date i have not given myself a satisfying answer. Although i don like molecular thingy but it looks like in order to survive in this field in the near future, we would have to choose a course that is molecular based which means that tasmania is out for me as it is more towards traditional method...
Been discussing with our lecturer on the degree courses offered overseas and he strongly recommended UK degrees. Ya if u let me choose a Australia or an UK degree i will definetely choose the latter but its provided that im flithy rich to afford that. ARGH anyway i juz feel at loss. Hoping for someone to advise me.....
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